Currently Playing: Brian McKnight - The Only One For Me
okay, so seeing as how this is the last day of my free trial, I figured I should do a longer update to make up for not updating in the future ;) hehe..
so my days have been pretty boring.. sleep, tv, and wasting time.. :-p with a little job hunting and writing thank you cards mixed in somewhere :) besides that, not much else happening.. still wondering if i'd be able to make it on the x-country trip.. the funny thing is, just thinking of all the trouble and whatever else i have to do, makes me less and less inclined to go.. =p even though i was pretty excited at first... i think maybe it's my unconscious way of preparing myself for the event that i won't be able to make it.. that way i won't be too disappointed? ;) hehe.. dunno. all i know is that all of a sudden i feel like i could care less if i went, and i feel like it's not worth the trouble to ask how feasible it is, that it's not possible anyway, so i might as well not bother.. blah.. =p
sigh.. i don't know what to do anymore..
plus, in doing the job hunting, i found that more than half the jobs are in so-cal.. so i dunno... should i move down to so-cal? there are so many pros and cons.. i think i will just apply and see what happens first.. then i'll worry about relocating...
but i don't want to move down, i can't move down... especially now there's an added reason not to move.... [haha, yes i know i'm being cryptic.. don't ask. just something i need to work out.. =p p.s. just want to note: "reason not to move" != "reason to stay".. for those of you who are making random untrue speculations :)] | 